we're calling on answers we dont know.

I think as army wives we're always trying to be strong in every situation, never wanting to accept the fact, that breaking down is sometimes inevitable. It will happen, no matter how strong we are or how busy we try to keep. I havent felt this bad in a really long time. I have just 26 more days until im reunited with Dustin. Why does this month feel like every day is a year long? The past 2 days i've ate hardly anything, and in total have gotten maybe 9 hours of sleep. My anxiety is off the charts, and I find myself constantly having to remind myself JUST BREATHE. All I want is my husband. I want so bad to just lay in his arms, and rub my finger tips on his stomach, and feel his lips on my forehead every couple of minutes. I want to feel his heart beat, and I just want to hear his voice. I havent even heard his voice in over a week. I've never felt so lonely.